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Welcome to my blog. I hope by sharing my own misophonia experiences, others who are frustrated with misophonia sensitivities will discover that they're not alone. I also hope that people who may not have misophonia will gain some insight about what it's like to have this condition.

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Slicing into a misophonian's brain...

3/20/2013

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Okay, my brain wasn't literally sliced up, but the other reason why I traveled north this past weekend was to take advantage of a Living Social special deal to have a carotid and brain aneurysm MRI scan including 3D imaging for only $69. (They normally charge $1100. How could I say no to that kind of deal?!?!?) I figured that I'd inquire about other scans they could do while I was up there that might find something connected to my misophonia.

Before I go further, I should also mention that we had a blizzard Monday morning and my appointment almost got canceled. Luckily, they were really nice when I explained how far I drove to get there, especially since I was only a half mile from the clinic. Although we pushed back my appointment a couple of hours, by the time I got there, the roads were cleared off pretty well. The staff were all super nice and the receptionist even handed me a large Caribou mocha the moment I walked in the door.

After filling out the typical medical history forms, the doctor brought me into his office where he showed me examples of the types of scans they do and what kinds of things they look for when reviewing the results. For a geek like me who almost went into medicine (I love shows like House, ER, Grey's Anatomy...), I was fascinated! It was during this preliminary discussion that I explained to the doctor about my misophonia and asked if there were any other scans we could do to take a look at my brain. He showed me some well-being scans for brain matter density - like how a person with Alzheimer's has a very different scan than someone with a healthy brain; but when he mentioned about one scan that measures the area of the brain that deals with "fight or flight" responses, I said that's one scan I'd really like to do. I explained how people with misophonia typically have a "fight or flight" response to triggers and it would be interesting to see how that area of my brain looked. So, we settled on a couple of tests we were going to do and then I went into the examination room.

Unlike the last time I had an MRI (on my knee after a skiing accident), this was an "open" MRI, and I didn't even have to get into a gown. I was able to stay in my jeans and sweater, but had to make sure I wasn't wearing any jewelry or other metal objects. They whole exam took about a half hour. They even gave me some super-duper earplugs to wear, which cut down on the noise of the MRI somewhat but I still found myself trying to associate the various sounds the machine made as it was running. Sometimes it sounded like an industrial sewing machine. Other times it sounded like one of those toy water machine-guns. It's funny... As loud as the sounds were, they really didn't bother me.

When the tests were done, I went back into the doctor's office and we went over the scans together. I was very glad we talked about what he seeks in these test results because there were a couple of times that I pointed to blood vessels that seemed to have narrowing like what he showed in the earlier examples. He said they were nothing to worry about, but it's good that we now have a baseline scan for comparison in case I have similar scans in the future. We did notice that my "fight or flight" areas were not exactly symmetrical in size, but he was going to send the scans to another doctor for

In addition to the MRI scans I did on Monday, last week I heard about another type of brain imaging scan called SPECT. In my preliminary research, it seemed like it might be a way to study the brain in action. I figured if there was some way to determine if certain neurons or areas of the brain react when exposed to a trigger, the scan might help to gain more insight about misophonia. I asked several resources if SPECT could study the brain like that, and today I got a response from a doctor at a university's radiology department who said that it's not sensitive enough to do that kind of analysis. I was very grateful for his honesty. I'd rather know the truth upfront rather than waste time and money taking a test that isn't able to analyze the brain's response to triggers... Oh well. Onto the next leg of my quest for relief...
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Bonnie
3/23/2013 11:01:38 pm

How fascinating! I've had a couple of brain MRI scans, unrelated to misophonia, and I'd never considered that a miso brain might look different to a "normal" brain. I actually have a disc of my entire brain scan from front to back, side to side (you can scroll through your head - a weird experience!) - not that I'd know how to analyse it of course...

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Emlyn Altman link
3/24/2013 11:37:13 am

Yeah. I have a copy of my brain scan on a disc too. I figure it could come in useful if I ever have any additional scans by a doctor interested in examining the neurologic aspects of misophonia.

I do feel that there must be some test out there that is able to analyze the brain as it's being exposed to triggers - like something showing neurons being activated or some other response that can highlight areas of the brain affected by triggers. If not with today's technology, then hopefully sometime in the near future.

I just find it frustrating when doctors who don't know much about the condition push the idea that misophonia is just a psychological issue instead of possibly a neurologic one. I mean, people can be dyslexic but still otherwise be healthy and have no motor / balance / strength issues, right? Hopefully one day, scans like ours can be useful in helping determine a neurologic connection to misophonia.

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Fridda Corletto
11/4/2016 11:00:03 am

I have a basilar tip aneursym and have been diagnosed with misophonia as well. I was hoping they were related but honestly I don't think so. I have had it coiled but still hate sounds. Not as bad anymore after I went to a psychologist and he taught me ways to think of other things instead of the sound. But what I have noticed is a lot of people that speak of this disease (misphonia) they are musically inclined. I myself can play music by ear. And when I was younger a doctor told my mom that my ear canal was shaped differently then normal ear canals. (Like Beethovens). I kept this in mind growing up and did some research. Hyperacusis is what I have found. I have not done much more but hope any of this helps or makes sense. I am not a doctor at all just a 37 year old with misophonia, a brain aneurysm and possible hyperacusis. Good luck. Feel free to email me directly.

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Emlyn
11/5/2016 11:35:50 am

Hi, Fridda. I know the feeling about wanting to find the connections between conditions - particularly as they relate to the brain. Back in 2014, when I went for a 3D MRI (just for the heck of it, since LivingSocial had a special deal for them at the time), I was *really* hoping that they'd find something, ANYTHING, that could explain the torture of my misophonia. They didn't find anything. Granted, MRI's just look at the physical structure of the brain but when I participated in an fMRI (functional MRI) research study years later, I was happy that areas of the participants' brains did "light up" when exposed to trigger sounds.

As far as misophonia sufferers being musically inclined... I can't speak for all sufferers but I'll admit that I personally am musically inclined. I grew up playing the piano and other instruments like the violin and guitar but never without lots of practice. Over the years though, I've gravitated more towards singing - and recently joined a singing group near where I live.

Granted, it's not without its difficulties... Most of the creative people in those musical outlets tend to create triggers (such as hand drumming, whistling, foot tapping), but I do my best to cope so that I can enjoy the rest of the musical outlet - which has been a great stress reliever for the most part.

Over the years, I have heard/read accounts by other sufferers that certain musical sounds/instruments are trigger their misophonia. I can only assume that it's like any other trigger sensitivity, where some people are affected, some people not so much, and others not at all. Hopefully one day researchers and doctors will find a common thread to it all. :-)

Thank you so much for sharing and I wish you well.

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    Emlyn Altman has been suffering with misophonia for over 40 years, even though she only found out about the actual medical condition much more recently. As frustrating as the condition has been over the years, her heightened sensitivities across all the senses considerably influenced her talents within the visual fine arts (particularly sculpture), music (singing, piano, and many other instruments), writing, and culinary backgrounds, as well as professional achievements as an architectural lighting designer. Her goal in developing this website is to promote more awareness about misophonia and help other sufferers as well.


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